I hate those buggers, right now I am full of them. I wish I could just open up my chest, shovel them out and bury them. Or maybe set them on fire, then they would be gone for good. Until new ones grow I guess. I don't want to be completely void of feelings, I just wish I could choose which ones to feel and which ones to burn. I would keep warmth, happiness, hope and silliness. I would burn sadness, worry, and all the other ugly ones. Good idea, right? Maybe I'll pitch it tonight before I go to bed.
In other news, it's Monday...back to the grind. Not really, my life is fairly easy. School is going well, and I enjoy most of my classes. I got called to be the Primary Secretary in our ward. I am excited to feel like I have a purpose, but I am a bit overwhelmed because I still feel like I don't know anyone. I look forward to getting to know all the kids, and to start fitting the pieces of our ward puzzle together.
p.s. This is what I'm dreaming of these days:)
that dog is beautiful!!!
ReplyDeletei saw one in the walmart parking lot the other day and it made me want one so bad!
I agree with you feelings suck a majority of the time. I wish i could be more like my husband and not feel them and just be content all the time instead of having my feelings always on a roller coaster. I hear ya! but i think you are great! Good luck with your new calling!! you will do so great!
Thanks Kim! He is a beaut isn't he! I am praying for a puppy for Christmas.
DeleteI love you! Sometimes I wish we could burn all ugly feelings too. I hope you are able to get to know your ward and neighbors better so you are more comfortable. I am glad you feel like you have a purpose. But even if you didn't have a calling you would still have a purpose-lots! (of purposes):)
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